Too Awake.

Posted by xescape | Filed under Ho hum

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So, I am in love with this singer.

And I think she’s amazing and her voice is beautiful and she’s pretty and it makes me smile quite a lot. And I read  some of her lyrics.

Consequence of Sound.

By Regina Spektor.

This piece of lyrics caught my eye.

But one of these days your heart
Will just stop ticking,
And they sorta just don’t find you till your cubicle is reeking.

And I realized that it could be so true. and the thought scares me.

People who live alone, and who’ve completely torn themselves away from society and they hate it out there so they’ve created their own area of living and they have made it up to scale the way they like the world. It’s their own little private paradise. Their own little way of living and finding a piece of heaven in this stress filled world where everything is fast fast fast and noone likes to stop. Well, what happens if they die? Who finds them? The relatives that they no longer speak to because they’ve completely isolated themself? The family that they pushed away because they were afraid of disappointment? The friends who they no longer have and they can basically count on their fingers because they draw them on there. The dust bunnies under their bed from the negligence to clean because they’d rather have a glorious tea party with all of their stuffed bears.

It was quite a lovely tea party too. They used little sandwiches with the crusts cut off and tiny cookies that fit neatly onto those trays that pile things on top of each other like  a pyramid. I’ve never been sure of the name of that tray. And im sure if i google what I invented the name to be, which is “the trays that pile things on top of each other like a pyramid” google may laugh in my face.

Anyways, back to my point. Is that not a scary thought? Really though? Nowadays in society (wow i sound all wise) people are moving much too fast and worry about nothing but themselves.

Your co-worker could die and be rotting in a cubicle with noone finding them yet.

I’ve grossed myself out.

 

I have also decided, with my monster friend. Who I am entirely jealous of because she is a monster, and I am a human bean. And I don’t want to be a human bean. They’re too boring. soo… my posts for the next while may contain some alternate magical awesome better race that i could be.

Other then a bean

And yes, I am calling it Bean. Im not sure if you’ve read the book by Rohald Dahl called the BFG. But… you should.

It’ll make you feel shiney.

 

An ugly fish swam in a pack of other fish, and then it found out it was ugly. So it rushed to the nearest wal-Mart ate all of the candy in the candy isle. Drove around in the shopping carts and unalphabetized all of the books. It was a rebel for a very long time. The other fish kind of hid from it, because it was ugly. They didn’t want to be hurt from this other thing. This being that they were unsure of. So they decided that the best bet would be to lure it with what all fish love to eat. Goldfish crackers and teddygrahms. This holds a lot of irony in itself because goldfish are shaped like them and they are basically eating themselves and then teddy grahms are bears which eat them which now the fish are eating in honey or chocolate flavour in a cracker grahm type form.

They lured the ugly fish out of hiding in the winter scarves.

And shot him dead.

Poor ugly fish.

Permalink | December 10th, 2009

4 Responses

  1. seekraz Says:
    December 10th, 2009 1:38 am

    You’re a trip…you and Rupert, your monster, and the ugly fish…wonderful! And I like that song title…Consequence of Sound…sounds like a blog topic all by itself…. Good job today, Xescape….

  2. Meow Says:
    December 11th, 2009 11:51 am

    Is it just me or do you seem somewhat depressed? I think some people just get hurt a lot by people that are close to them and then withdraw themselves. That is a lonely and sad way to go, but I think its completely unnecessary. Even if everyone abandons you, you can still find sincere, funny, honest and intelligent people if you just keep on looking. You must always stay optimistic.

    I’ve read the BFG, it was cool beans. I think I should read it again.

    And those mean fishes will get what they deserve, who are they to say the other fishes are ugly.

  3. xescape Says:
    December 11th, 2009 4:58 pm

    Uhh. No I am not depressed.. not even close. Lol. Generally I am quite a happy person ;D ! I just… was thinking along those lines and then those thoughts came to mind. Those lyrics made me think that. So I wrote down my thoughts.

    haha, I love ugly fish stories.

  4. Meow Says:
    December 12th, 2009 4:28 am

    Glad to hear you’re actually happy. Just had to check.

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